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Nov. 21st, 2009

Fic: Cold, Clammy Touch. 1/1 Magnificent Seven/Dead Like Me

Title: Cold, Clammy Touch.
Author: Lopaka Tanu
Disclaimer: I do not own The Magnificent Seven or Dead Like Me.
Characters: Ezra, Chris.
Words: 368
AU: Dead Like Vin.
Prompt: Huntersglenn suggested a 'Ghost Town' like fic.
Fandom: The Magnificent Seven/Dead Like Me
Pairing: N/A
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Graphic Descriptions Of Illness.
Summary: The Devil has come to collect his due.
Author's Note: Small Pox was not a lovely disease.
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I hate being sick!

What started out from a piece of chewed food getting stuck in my nasal cavity from an inopportune sneeze has morphed in to a sinus congestion from getting a cold. I have been going through tissues and toilet paper like there is no tomorrow.

It sucks!

Oh well, going to try and write something this morning just to see if I can.
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Nov. 20th, 2009

My, how low can you go?

Contains objectionable content and language disparaging female anatomy.Read more... )

I cut this to spare my Flist. Just because I haven't done this in a while doesn't mean the rage has gone away. I am not a nice person when I am angry.

Nov. 19th, 2009

Fic for TK's birthday....Maybe

Okay, I admit it, I was totally out of my depth when I wrote this. I have no idea what I was doing and the plot probably suffered horribly. I hope the next offering will work out better. That one will be her birthday fic.

Title: The Beacon's Lost
Author: Lopaka Tanu
Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds.
Characters: Reid, Morgan.
Words: 2995
Prompt: TK's Birthday.
Spoilers: 3x16: Elephant's Memory.
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: pre-Reid/Morgan
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Language
Summary: Reid is no longer certain he can continue to do his job.
Theme Music: For Everything A Reason - Carina Round.
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Nov. 13th, 2009

Something to make your ass fall off.

In case I have never made the plea to you before, I urge you now.

Rent Gabriel Iglesias' comedy specials. If you can find it first, watch his half hour 'Comedy Central Presents' special before you watch the other two. They come in order 'Hot and Fluffy' followed by 'I'm Not Fat...I'm Fluffy.'

These are well worth the two and a half hours of combined comedy, I promise!

Nov. 10th, 2009

Okay, this is getting ridiculous!

As many of you know, I am not a big supporter of the President right now. I am very hostile on his lack of support of the right issues. He has been doing a lot of damn good things, but his silence on basic Human Rights issues for his own people has been astounding. And the few conciliatory speeches he has given in the interim have all been just to keep us mollified. He's done more for the suspected terrorists in Guantanamo and to appease our enemies in other countries than he has for us. I realize the first is a horrific violation of Human Rights in every situation there, and the second is necessary for global peace, but we are the people who put him in the position where he could do these things. We deserve more than just a couple speeches and a couple signed bills he had nothing to do with until they crossed his desk. Arnold the Govenator has given us more on the Gay Rights front. He must do more than give a couple speeches and then sitting back to wait and see.

Private Anger Venting )

Someone at the Pentagon must be working with those fools who came up with the project exposed in the movie "Men Who Stare At Goats". How do I know this?

The President has shown up in my dream. One. He was fully dressed in his trademark blue suit with white dress-shirt and red tie. I was being hired to, get this, protect the guy from anti-government dissidents who wanted to possibly kill him at a rally on the front steps of the capitol building. He told me, 'hi, it's nice to meet you' and I was just staring at him like a star struck teenager. I didn't smile or giggle, I just stood there and on the inside said 'it's the president' and suddenly I was filled with hope and belief of him again.

Relax, it was just a dream. He cannot inspire either of those in person, or so I am told. He is not an angel, or so I am told. He does not need me to defend him, this I know for certain.

Still...he's the President, He is Barack Obama! This is the man who will lead us back from the brink of crazy we were taken to so many years ago.

And he was in my dream. It was completely non-sexual, for those of you few perves out there, *ahemlikemeahem*. It was like being in the presence of God, you just wanted to trust him, to love him because you knew he would take care of everything and we would be all right.

WHAT THE HELL DID I EAT BEFORE I WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT?

Nov. 8th, 2009

Fic: It's Not Easy Being Green 1/1 Criminal Minds

Title: It's Not Easy Being Green.
Author: Lopaka Tanu
Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds.
Characters: Reid, Morgan, JJ, Prentiss, Garcia, Hotch.
Words: 567
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: N/A
Rating: Gen
Warnings: Crack
Summary: Something puzzles Reid about their latest case.
Author's Note: Ah, good old crack fic.
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This week is hectic, may be?

So much has happened outside my little world over the past week. I won't go in to great detail, but suffice to say I have nearly had an emotional break down. For the last several weeks I have been in a funk over the state of my life. With no job, no place of my own, no license, and complete dependence upon my parents for everything, I am seriously depressed.

rant about relatives and the relative lack of jobs )

I hate stupid, thoughtless people.

Nov. 5th, 2009

Well, that was certainly something.

My brother is stationed at Fort Hood, he was working there today. He is fine, but things are all crazy down there. Those guys have been through shit with all these multiple deployments and now this. I have no idea what the government is thinking, but this was the inevitable result. If they keep it up, there will no doubt be more. Our service personnel deserve better treatment and they are not getting it.

This is a disgrace on them and that poor soul who did this. My heart is with the families of all the victims.
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Nov. 4th, 2009

Finally Broke

After nineteen months, I have finally ventured back to post on LJ once again. I even sighed up for that damnedable LJ IM. Heaven help the lonely.

This sucks.

Back to writing.
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Oct. 30th, 2009

Oh, so sad!

My cat has these 2 tops it loves to play with. They are cheap dime store knockoffs that used to light up when you spun them. Now, there is one and I can't find the other. The cat goes nuts for this thing, even going so far as to walk around with the handle in its mouth to move it from place to place. It looks like Maggie from the Simpsons with a pacifier. Anywho, I found it this morning when sweeping the kitchen and fished it out for him. Then, he and I were batting it back and forth while I was washing my hands at the sink, and I stepped on it by accident. It is partially broken, but he remains undeterred.

What the hell does this have to do with me posting?

Nothing, just thought you would enjoy a cute story.

Well, there is that, and the fact I am writing a sad story in STXI fandom right now. It is an unrequited story between Chekov and Spock. Chekov is longing for Spock, and Spock only sees him as a bright student. *sighs*
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Oct. 27th, 2009

Fic: Ramifications 1/1 Star Trek XI

Title: Ramifications.
Author: Lopaka Tanu
Disclaimer: I do not own Star Trek.
Characters: Spock, Chekov
Words: 632
Prompt: Extreme Dom!Spock and Innocent!Chekov. Rough sex.
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Spock/Chekov
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Language, Sexual Situations, Ponderings.
Summary: Spock pauses to consider the ethics of sex with Chekov.
Author's Note: Chekov is 18.
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Oct. 24th, 2009

Well, it's been over a week.

It's been over a week since I decided to take a week off. There isn't much to tell about how it went. A few non-writing things have happened. None of them important to the cause, though. Needless to say I feel a little less hectic about the whole thing. Did it give me sudden inspiration? No. I feel as clouded and lost as ever. I suppose that is just a state of normal for me.

It could have gone worse. I probably got off a little easier. Had I been addicted to writing, I would have gone through hell. As it was, I could go for another week without it. Thing is, I am bored. No matter how the lack of feedback might make me feel, I miss being able to dictate how things turn out on paper, so to speak.

Only, what to write? I have no idea. Gotta watch a week's worth of Criminal Minds episodes for TK, though. I hope to have her birthday fic written by next weekend.

Until next post, gueten tag.
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Oct. 22nd, 2009

Oh, my head.

I just went through 2000 links on delicious. I hate that site. But, I found some good fics, hopefully. Now my brain is tired. Must go lay down soon. In the mean time, I have another 300 links to go through. Shoot me!

Oct. 19th, 2009

Breaking my fast

I am back to plotting. I know, I need to wait a week, but my birthday is today. I want to plot. I am so bored.

I know no one will ever read this and respond, so I won't solicit plots for ficlets again. Just a warning, I will be trying to come up with quick ideas.

Shits. Sucks. Monsters. Fun, fun, fun!

Oct. 16th, 2009

Writing.

Well, it's come down to this.

I don't want to write any more. I am tired of it, I just want to relax and let my brain go fallow for a season.

What does this mean?

For a week I am going to just avoid writing if I can. It is just too much trouble to try because I sit here for hours on end and come up with zip. So, that is it. I am going to avoid writing, and hope that when I get back to it, in a week at the most, I will be reenergized and ready to try it again.
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Oct. 14th, 2009

Why the fuck do I even try?

Someone better suited for the job. That was the excuse I just got from Taco Bell. Better suited for an entry level clean up/taco stuffer? Who the fuck is better suited, Jose Lopez? I know you can get an illegal for only a dollar a hour, and it would be authentic mexican too.

Why I do even fucking try? Used to be you could walk in to a fast food joint and they would slap a hat on your ass and put you to work. Now, you've gotta have a fucking degree in civil engineering to operate a spatula! They're hiring kids still in fucking highschool that can't even do the fucking job they're trained to, but someone like me has to have prior experience to operate a washcloth and a mop. Well, asswipes, I do, but even that's not good enough because the last time I got paid for it was 9 years ago.

Those cunts can go fuck themselves, I'm through.

Oct. 12th, 2009

Anyone want some fried dog and cat?

I was waiting for a phone call from a perspective employer. This midday when I awoke, I found the phone had no power. The plug had become partially unplugged thanks to the fucking cat and my gram's dog. It had been that way for possibly a hour. The last time I got a call from this place was just after noon. I got up today at 12:30. Yeah, I am not fucking happy!

Yeah, you know this wouldn't have been a fucking issue is mum had gotten that god damned old phone like I had asked her. It doesn't require a god damned power source, and I can call out even if the power is gone.

In other news, got a call last night from Taco Bell. I go in for an interview tomorrow at 3. It's taken 2 weeks, but I've finally gotten a couple calls. By weeks end, I will probably be still waiting for a job. That's my life.

Now off to EBay to check for old touch-tone phones I can get.
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Oct. 11th, 2009

*Shudders*

Okay, I had planned on talking about my day and how my feet had killed me. Instead, I am just going to scream like a little girl and do the dance of the wiggins.

Little Background info: About two weeks ago I ran in to a Wheel Bug. It is a giant Assassin Bug that feeds on insects for their liquid insides. How it does that is only part of it's 'charm'. It is over an inch long and looks mighty vicious. It is to anyone who fucks with it, as it can bite the piss out of you. That isn't the freakiest part of it, though. These fuckers look like something out of 'The Mist'.

As anyone who has read my views on 'The Mist' can tell you, the monsters in it scared the hell out of me. I had nightmares of them. I cannot walk out in to a foggy night or morning without thinking twice. (My father was the same way about Fog after seeing the original 'The Fog' 30 years ago).

Anywho, Back to Tonight: I was planning on going to bed earlier, by about 2 and a half hours. Well, I had gone in to my room and fixed my bed. I was going to head to the bathroom to do the usual when I glanced over at the doorway. On the jam behind the door was a wheel bug, a type of giant assassin bug. Now, just the sight of these things is enough to give me the heebie jeebies, but this damned thing was in my room.

In. My. Room.

It had laid eggs on the door jam.

So, naturally, me being the calm person that I am in a freak out inducing situation, I slowly walked past it out the door and went to get the vaccuum cleaner. I got the attachment hose out, sucked up first the bug, then the eggs. That done, I went and got Lysol to spray the doorjam, floor, and the pair of sweats I use to block the light from under the door. I was taking no chances these little things might have avoid being sucked up. Now, I know these things have a good chance of spraying stink, so I went in to the bathroom and cleaned up the excess kitty litter and some from the box with the vaccuum. See, I put bakingsoda in to the litterbox to keep the smell down.

Well, once this was done, I had to wind up the cord on the Dyson. And guess what I saw crawling around in the tank. The little monster had survived. That was it, I was done playing level headed.

After that I went in to the kitchen, grabbed the insecticide, and then went to town on the filter tank, the door jam, my floor, and those sweat pants. Ever since then I've been waiting for the poison smell to dissipate so I can go to bed. I looked up the bug online and found that it doesn't normally attack humans, and only when provoked. God, just to wonder how long it had been in my room and what it might have done to me while I slept even though I know it wouldn't have done anything because it doesn't feed on humans....*shudders*

I don't think I'll get much sleep tonight.

Fucking Stephen King inducing Wheel Bug.
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Oct. 8th, 2009

Oy. When it rains, it pours.

Well, I went in to have a drug test and sign a couple forms. The woman gave me a run down of a couple things would happen if I am hired. I will know on monday if I get the job. Here's hoping.

In the mean while, it has been raining since I got up, which means the world outside is wet and miserable. My gram's dog is here for the weekend. She is going to Branson with her sisters. Oh, joy.


Am considering how to go about my Sanctuary fic. I mean, the prompt is pretty self explanatory, but I am still thinking on it.

I have a few ficlets planned, too, but nothing has happened. My DS9/M7 fic has petered out. I keep starting it and hating what I wrote. Any ideas?
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Oct. 7th, 2009

Update, not so disappointing.

Today, about a hour or so after I posted earlier I got a call for an interview. I have to come in for a drug test/interview tomorrow, and then we'll see. Went out and got 3 pairs of pants that fit from the goodwill just in case. Here's hoping I get a job!

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I finished my Chuck fic, now I have my Sanctuary fic to finish. Yippee.
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Well, that's a disappointment.

I put in six applications in last week. I expected to hear something within a few days, considering how many I put in my chances were good.

Not a word. Wonderful.

I love it. Nine years of not a god damned thing. I've been called in on two interviews in all that time. One was upset by lack of work history and people who could vouch for me, but only because she needed someone who could start right away. The other, I can only say I didn't fit the mold she wanted. Because she hired little old ladies and girls younger than me.

Well, this has been such a lovely experience. I don't know why people don't do it more often.
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Oct. 3rd, 2009

Been busy.

I put in another three applications today. I am hoping to hear something from at least one place.

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Didn't get a chance to do any writing today as I spent most of the day on the run from store to store. After we got home from grocery shopping, went to my sister's to take her some. I am so tired. Just waiting for the dryer to finish with my bedding so I fix my bed and climb in.

Will write some of my Chuck fic tomorrow when I get up. I hope to have it done by monday.
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Oct. 1st, 2009

Just woke up.

Oy, am I a little disoriented or what. Granted, it's not as bad as those not-morning people's, but I am still a little fuzzy on the vision and the attitude controls (plane term, not bitchiness), so I'm a little wobbly.

Anyone want to fill me in on what is going on in their world? I haven't heard from anybody in so long I've lost touch with my empathy.

Me: I'm working the early side of life, the 12 am - 4 pm shift until yesterday and today when I added two and a half hours to both. Went out and filled out three applications Tuesday. One to a local grocer, one to taco bell, and one to arby's. I don't believe I am going to get a job as they have not contacted me. Made a mistake on one application that I later corrected. Mixed-up the numbers on my SS code, and that was a big no-no. Got it fixed, though. Yesterday I went and had my hair cut. The last time I had that done was last June. I look the butch, but I've been feeling it lately, so who gives a rat's ass?

As for writing, I didn't get much done on my Chuck fic, but I did start it. That is more than I can say for anything else. Will be working on that a lot today.

Well, done rambling, gotta get the trash out. Toodles.
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Sep. 28th, 2009

Feedback.

See, there was a reason I stopped posting my shit to all these groups, lists, communities, and archives. I wasn't getting feedback, or when I was, it was the kind that made you really wish you could strangle someone with the Force.

Lately? None.

Before that. Sporadically. Before that, I got some good feedback for a short burst.

Without it, I don't feel like it is worth the effort to write. Yeah, I'm kinda dependent upon it for my self esteem, then again, who isn't? Admit it, we don't write just because it is a story we would like to see done. If that was the case, we wouldn't share it with others.

I'm just miffed that I'm not getting any for the stories I spent a lot of time on. My lastest fic I'm posting doesn't really count, I guess, because the characters are a little OOC because of the x-over. It's the fics I wrote before that and posted that I'm pissed over.

So, if you read something, and you like it, for the love of god, leave some feedback. I'm certain there are thousands of authors just like me out there waiting to get a compliment or two so they can dredge up enough will power to keep from deleting all their fics, discontinuing their internet service, and taking a vow of poverty.
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Sep. 25th, 2009

Frustration.

Ever been trying to make a point but instead it comes out wrong? Then someone takes umbrage with what you said and then makes it their personal mission to hound you over that until you completely forget what point you were trying to make?

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Sep. 24th, 2009

I am so freaking tired!

Been writing since 3 this morning off and on. Finally got over 3300 words written this morning to finish that blasted Eureka fic. All I gotta do is beta it and then I can begin posting it piece by piece to Multi_fiction. Too tired to do it now. Will do it later when I get up. On the bright side, over 15,000 words between the two fics.

Now that it is done, I can start a couple of those ficlets I've been wanting to do. I am going to let my Chuck juices flow later tonight, see what I can come up with there. Yeah, I signed up to write a chuck fic for T-31. That and a Sanctuary fic. I know, I am a glutton for punishment. One, I've written a 500 word ficlet in, and the other not even so much as a blurb. But, I want to write these two prompts and I believe I can get 5000 words out of both. Besides, it's a nice change of pace where I am just adding to the body count of fandoms I've already conquered.

Who knows, I might actually get both prompts done on time this time. You never know. Strange birds have fucked and produced mutant offspring before, why not my desires be fulfilled too?

Sep. 19th, 2009

I don't believe this.

I went to bed last night at 5, got up at 2, and checked my friends page on LJ just a few minutes ago. In 9 hours there had only been 45 new posts, a couple of those are repeats. I am watching 236 communities. What is going on? This isn't the first time either. If it were just the past 2 weeks, I would suspect school, but this has been happening for over 7 weeks. Are people just tired of fandom? Or have they moved on to other sites?

My IJ flist is lucky to get 1 post a day now. I feel like I did when I first started here, there's no one here.

Is everyone now over at Dreamwidth? Please tell me no.
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Sep. 17th, 2009

Fandom Post.

Okay. Been a few days, so I might be rusty here.

This weekend they reveal the authors of the Dean/Castiel exchange I wrote 2 fics for. I can't wait. That means I finally get to share my brilliant work with you guys. I know, it's hard to top my last publicly posted Dean/Castiel fic, but I might have done it.

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On [info]multi_fiction we are hosting a drabble-a-thon for new shows/fandoms. Anything that has premiered this summer and by the end of the month is eligible. 100-500 words. I am excited to see what people come up with.

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Been working on my second Eureka fic for T-31....Bang! It has been frustrating because my lack of enthusiasm for life has translated to delayed writing. I met the 10000 word minimum for anyone keeping score, but I just hadn't finished the second entry. I have no idea why, but I need a deadline to motivate me any more.

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For those at home waiting on it, I am still plotting my M7/DS9 fic. I had 1500 words on it, but I deleted them as they depended too much upon exposition. A fic is supposed to start gradually. Since there is no word constraints on most fics I write, there is no excuse for doing the "In the beginning" type prologues they do for movies. I just need to decide how to start it. Once there, I got enough plots for 10 3000 word fics.

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My STXI fic is still in the plotting stage. The next part is going to be delayed until after I get those other fics written. I have not abandoned it like I did my Heroes fics. I just, I have no one to discuss the fandom with since TK has disappeared again.

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Which brings me to my next bit of Fandom news. If you like talking fandom and shit about fandom, I am available for AIM. Yes, I am desperate enough to beg on an open post.

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Still want to write those ficlets. I need about seven fandoms/plots. Something short. Just can't seem to get around to doing it. Any ideas?
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Okay, Whoa!

I thought I posted more recently than monday. Wow, I am seriously losing track of time here.

This is a personal post, next post will be fandom related. Just in case you are tired about hearing my family, skip.

My whore sister is bringing her bastards up here tonight. Why? She has a concert. Of course, like every time she knows they are coming here, she isn't feeding them. Won't pay us to take care of them, won't even cover the cost of food. Never has, never will? Why? Because she keeps blowing her money on concert tickets she knows she cannot afford but my parents keep on letting her.

I hate her. I am slightly jealous that she gets to do what she wants, but that isn't the reason. I hate her because she does it knowing full well that she is can't do it. She doesn't have the time, money, or resources to keep doing this. Yet, she does it anyways.

Between partying, drinking, doing drugs, and fucking around, she has no time for her children. These kids are a burden to her and she does not fucking care.

If we could take them from her, I would do it in a heart beat. At least I would take the girls. The little bastard can go rot in juevy. I've had enough of him stealing from everyone.

Sep. 14th, 2009

Been writing, not.

I have been lost to my own devices again. There is so much shit in real life, but I should make the time to write. Not that anyone cares, but it is a sense of release for me. Need to really make an effort to get back in to writing again.

I still love my new laptop. It's new until the one month period is hit.

Nephew, the fucking thief, stole my sunglasses a week ago, I only noticed saturday. I fucking hate him so much for that. It's the second time the little bastard has stolen them. It isn't just that they were sunglasses, it's that they were mine. I've been one of the few people who has been there constantly for him since the beginning. And what does he do? Screams and yells, taking his shit out on me, and steals my fucking sunglasses. Well, the venting I can handle, but the stealing, no fucking way. You little bastard, I gave you everything, I worked my ass off taking care of you and your siblings, and this is how you treat me in return? No, no, no! Wrong, you cunt faced loser!

I am never giving that little bitch another thing ever again! As of now, he is cut off from my affection and protection. He can face the world on his own!
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Sep. 12th, 2009

I am still here

It's been a couple days. I haven't lost my mind, it just felt like it for a while. I need things fandom to keep me grounded.

Been writing Eureka the past couple weeks. Right now I am considering a short Startrek XI/BSG 2003 ficlet. Something just to get my juices flowing for my STXI epic once I actually finish this Eureka fic.

Got any requests you want to see me write, post a comment here. I need to write some ficlets, been a few months since I did that.
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Sep. 9th, 2009

Dearest President Obama

Thank you for nothing, I hope you rot in hell. I couldn't afford health insurance when I was employed, and for that I would have been penalized? I can't afford it now because I can't get hired. Does that mean I'm young and irresponsible? Oh, and if I do get a job, because of my sexual orientation I can be fired. I supposed that's because I'm brazen and thumbing my nose at my health. Oh, and my weight. Yeah, I can't get insurance because of that. I'm working on it, but because I'm beyond 50 lbs over what they say I can be, I won't qualify. It's not a preexisting condition under their guidelines, but it will still prohibit me.

4 years. Wow, you set a real goal. Don't worry, I'm sure they can beat it...to death. You're a putz and a schmuck. Take your compromise and go fuck yourself with it.

I will never defend you again.

Time to start looking for the next Democratic candidate for 2012, because you're not going to get the nomination a second time.
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Been a while. Circle up the crazy train!

I know it has been a while since I last posted here. That is because I have been slowly wrecking my brain. It was so bad that I forgot my parent's anniversary yesterday.

Between the politics of bullshit in the country, my frantic need to write fanfic, and the plain old fact that we are all depressed mixed to just ruin my mind lately. It is not an excuse, it is a problem. The solution, be more forceful and stop becoming obsessed with the bullshit politics. I started watching the news channels to become more informed, instead, it has made me irritable, bitchy, and down right pessimistic.

I want my fucking TV shows to be good (first 2 seasons of BSG good). I want my politics to be clear headed and functional, not batshit crazy 'ooo, let's cover the lunatic fringe and completely forget that our jobs are to cover the news, not make it.' Keith Olberman had right the a couple weeks ago when he put out a list of congressmen and senators who were taking kickbacks from the healthy industry. That was news. Rachel Maddow devoting endless hours to those lunatics, even going so far as to bring other reporters on her show who cover this bullshit, is only sensationalistic behavior. You cover the fact they exist, you shine a light on those who are funding them, you can even make smug comments and debunk their theories. You do not make a career out of covering their bullshit though. This not only makes it seem like you think this is newsworthy, it gives their crazy ideas a hint of truth. Instead of getting prickly with your guest last night when he offered you a deal on not covering them, you should have said something to the line of "while I cannot ethically make any deals to limit what I cover, I do agree that this entire thing has been blown out of proportion and sensationalized to the point that it obscures every important story that we should be covering." You've given hints to this before, but, you've never really followed through.

What does this mean?

I am sick and tired of the female reporter being a gossip and the guy actually breaking news!

Any way, supernatural starts tomorrow night and I'll probably be glued to my television for that. At least it won't suck. I've seen enough spoilers to know that.

On to more brain rotting fan news, the only show that is new this season I am looking forward to this season is the new V. And that, I am weary of because it is just another Het first program. I am so sick of heterosexuals in Sci-fi, or anything for that matter. I've seen enough supposed tragic love stories with boat loads of false angst to make me want to cause an extinction level event if it means that another one will never be created.

This, this is what my mind actually jumps to. This stream of conscious is why I have gotten little done recently.

If you find it confusing, you haven't seen nothing yet.

Sep. 4th, 2009

Mulitple Bloodsuckers

Why is it that more and more I find myself defending Obama to my mother? I think he is a two-faced liar who will do whatever he thinks it takes to stay in power now that he's got it. From day one he has compromised on every issue that has mattered to me. I admit freely, I am a free floating liberal. I believe in the right of all humans to have the ability to say or do whatever they want, and so long as it does not bring physical trauma, you can get away with it. That includes Klan rallies and Rap Duels (if you've never seen either, trust me, you're lucky. Racism is alive and well in both.)

I do not care for the man. It's like having John Kerry for president. One day he's in favor of doing something, the next he's back peddling faster than a mountain-biker going over a cliff. I think it was best said last night on MSNBC, yeah, I watch a couple shows there, he has never really committed to healthcare reform. His last public speech, before the last question that ever fucking reported landed on like a fat vulture, was rambling and unfocused. He simply has not given a single rallying speech. It's always rhetoric or the talking points of '2/3s of it will come from cleaning up wasteful blah blah blah'.

We need someone who can sell it, not with a few bland statistics and early nineties motivational business bullshit jargon. Synergy can go fuck itself. Get one of those people who were born to be a Baptist preacher but chose not to. I, personally, hate baptist ministers. But, there is a reason they lead mega churches, and it isn't because of a good light show and some promises from a 2000 year-old book.

He just has to get out there and make the people feel good about healthcare. Sell it to them, make them realize what a great thing it is and how much the need it. Then, turn it around and make them realize the only reason they don't have it is because of insurance clones and their puppets in congress. I guarantee after a thousand threatening letters and phone calls from their constituents, those 'hold outs' will be more than willing to bring us the whole thing, not just this bullshit co-op or public option.

Oh, one more thing about those last two. Did you know, even if one or both of those pass, you still have to pay for them, were talking beyond what you already pay for taxes? The co-op is worse than the public option because you have to pay the co-op and the insurance giant you get your health coverage from. And, there is no guarantee the co-op would even work, because, guess what, they already have those people are members of. Look how well that's doing them.

Universal Healthcare, Socialized Medicine, Single Payer System, whatever you want to call it, get it, get it now. Even if it means a three percent rise in what you pay for taxes, it's well worth it. Because, 3 percent on the national level (not state or local), is a lot cheaper than what you are paying for your insurance now, if you have any still.
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Aug. 30th, 2009

Interesting

Writing on this new keyboard is certainly a strange experience. I have never triggered so many keyboard controlled functions in my life. If another menu pops up when I go for the shift key and hit the control button instead I will scream. Two of them have occurred just while writing this. And the sentence mistakes, I haven't had this many since I was 18. Good god, it has taken nearly five minutes to write this.

TK: Kill me! I love my new computer, but I miss the easy access of the old keys. They stood up and everything. These, they're all the same height and in a more compact location. I have large hands! GAAAHHHHH!

The screen. It's so tiny! It's 15 inches diagonal. It's not as bad as my parent's new HP screen, but it isn't much better. Oy!

Yes, this is a bitch post. I'm still not going back to the dinosaur. I fired it up tonight to transfer pictures from a cd to email and it nearly killed me with how slow and all the freezing. How in the hell did I put up with it? And the screen. It's so dark. I never knew how bad it had gotten after 8 years until I got this new laptop a week ago. Geeze!

Tired and bored.

I am tired of the climate in this country. Stupid people are every where and they control every fucking thing.

Where is natural selection when you need it?

Aug. 29th, 2009

Machu Pichu

Much like this long lost city, my fics seem to have been forgotten in the recent excitement. I know, I should be paying attention to them since I have 4 I have to get out, 2 of them in 12 days. There has just been such a funk on my mind and drain on my time. I have taken to fast forwarding through Rachel Maddow and Keith Olberman because it is nothing but the same shit over and over again and they provide me with inspiration. Don't judge me, watching news programs has kept my mind sharp enough to think beyond the narrow world I inhabit.

Besides, I will be on it soon enough. Like right now. I will take a break from adding my bookmarks to this computer.

I think I'm in love!

I love this new computer so very much. Been transferring my links thanks to Insanejournal since I don't have a USB cable. It is slow going but it gave me a chance to work my way through them. There were some crappy links and some that didn't have crap on them. Like my story search links on LJ. There were no responses on some, and others the stories they were looking for were crap.

Nattering on, yes, I love this new computer, even though the text right now I am typing is really tiny. A size eight or less on a desktop. I can just read it.

It is a wonderful feeling having a computer all my own.
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Aug. 24th, 2009

First post from Terok Nor!

This is being written upon my new laptop. There are a few issues with writing on a flat keyboard, but I am quickly adapting to it.

That is all. Until I am thinking beyond a girlish giggle, Guten Tag!

Aug. 23rd, 2009

Terok Nor

I have a new laptop. Finally guilted mom in to getting it. It's a Toshiba Satellite L500 series. 320 Gigs/3 Gig, 15.6 in screen.

From all the updating and stuff, I am so mentally worn out. Will finish transferring my crap to it tomorrow including my bookmarks and stories.
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Aug. 19th, 2009

Happy Birthday, TK

Well, since you never showed up in IM, I am forced to leave this message for you.

Happy birthday, darlin. I hope it was a great one and that you got everything you wanted.
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Aug. 17th, 2009

Health care? We don't need no sti...*Dies*

Well, that was quick. Here I thought that Obama would at least wait until Monday before he caved like a bitch to the Insurance and Republicans. Ooops, my mistake!

You know, if he would have done what he should have done, we would have not only a public option, we would have Universal Healthcare. Oh, I know, something like that should scare wittle ole me to deaff! Thanks to him and his staff not having the balls to not only call these mother fuckers out on their bullshit and lies, but to even stand up for themselves, the U.S. public will go without.

They keep mentioning that 50+ million people here are without healthcare. That's true, but it's probably a lot more. There's just a few things that that statistic doesn't cover. The people on VA health insurance plans, the people on Medicaide and Medicare. There are also V-Chip and other programs for children. Then there are the people who are covered by government programs not mentioned, those in prisons, government facilities, the immigration offices, those no-so-free clinics that the government runs. Did I forget to mention all those politicians who have free medical care for life? Throw all that out there and you get almost 200 million people.

There are 350 million people in the United States, Legally and Illegally, all are counted in that figure.

Now, we are down to 150 million people with insurance of some kind. Now, time to do a little math here, don't let the shouting from the "Grass Roots" Mob distract you. 85% of those people have substandard insurance. The standard being 'you get what you pay for, equal coverage for equal compensation' or in other words, they don't have a deductible that won't break them if they need to even look at a hospital, much less visit one. Their coverage is a joke and is useful only to provide false peace of mind. They've been scared in to buying these bullshit policies that don't really give them any protection (and these days, you need protection from both the doctor's bills and the health insurance industry itself).

So, kiddies, what does that leave us? 22.5 million people who have an HMO that determines when they live or die. Oh, they didn't tell you? Your insurance may seem golden, the premiums might actually be reasonable, but there are enough loopholes in a standard contract to fight you on until whatever is killing your ass actually wins. Then, in that case, your bills become a moot problem, just like you. Kudos, darling!

These are not some fantasy I made up. Yes, I've done gross generalizations, but to anyone with half a brain the truth is obvious.

As anyone who has been paying attention knows how this thing played out, there were several mistakes made. The first being allowing those blood sucking parasites in the Insurance Industry to continue. This is a sick and twisted industry founded upon the fears of stupid people and allowed to grow fat from bullying scare tactics. You know, if someone came in to your store and told you "You're going to die, if you don't pay me money to 'protect you' from your problems, it will harm both you and your family" they would be arrested and charged with Racketeering. Allowing this quiet "do you want to suffer financial ruin if you happen to get sick" racket to continue has stolen billions of dollars and countless lives.

What Obama should have done was declared war on the Insurance Industry. Everyone knows they did on him. He could have stood as a figure of justice, putting an end to decades of fear mongering and oppression. Instead, he quietly smiled and said 'I believe in the American People and their ability to think rationally about healthcare reform'. There is no rationality to a mob. Just look at the protesters, they brought guns and knives, they've hung people in effigy! They've faked violent attacks to get sympathy, they've declared the president an illegal alien and compare him to the worst war criminal in history. You should have sent in the police the moment these people started to disrupt the democratic process of debates and dialog between a representative and their constituents (which, you know, is technically a crime).

Mr. President, I know you will never read this, but that isn't the point. You were placed in a position of power to listen to the majority of the people, to not only represent us but to make the decisions that best protect us. By cow-toeing to these lunatics and their corporate masters, you have failed in your job. Worse yet, you have betrayed your oath.

Each night I go to bed hoping I don't get sick. I'm one of those 50+ million Americans who doesn't have health insurance (or a job to pay for it). You can comfort yourself with whatever lies that help you sleep better at night, but when you wake up, a few more of us who could have survived the night with proper health care will be gone.

Aug. 16th, 2009

Sga/Bsg fic 3/3

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Sga/bsg Fic 2/3

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SGA/BSG Fic

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Title: Twice In A Lifetime
Author: Lopaka Tanu
Disclaimer: I do not own BattleStar Galactica or StarGate: Atlantis.
Characters: Gaeta, Lorne, Caldwell, Sheppard, Weir, Rodney, Woolsey Hermiod, Carson, Teyla, and Kate Heightmeyer.
Words: 23,232
Prompt: Galactica jumps to alien planet, is destroyed. SGA rescues.
Fandom: StarGate: Atlantis/BattleStar Galactica
Pairing: Pre-Lorne/Gaeta
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Language, Violence, Character Deaths.
Summary: After rescuing a group of strangers from a debris field, Lorne and the rest of Atlantis become embroiled in a three millennia old mystery that leaves them asking who can they trust.
Author's Note: More SGA style than BSG, which means it tends to be humorously bad in parts.
Spoilers: BSG 2x09; SGA 3x06
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Aug. 15th, 2009

I am so shot.

Been writing for several days in a row now, but I am only now hitting my stride. It has been three days since my brother and his wife and kid left. It has taken this long to actually get back in the hang of things. If the damn grand kids can stay away, I might actually get a fic that isn't Dean/Castiel finished.

I plan on working on my SGA/BSG fic today. It is due tomorrow, thanks to a day's extension in the time. The StarTrek fic was due today, but I met the minimum and the deadline in my own special way. Basically, I posted an incomplete fic there. I know, half ass, but there are just too many stories I have to write and not enough time to do it in.

Add to that the DS9/M7 fic I also started a couple weeks ago and you've got a recipe for brain melting.

Oh, and did I forget to mention, I am having Evil Eureka plot bunnies? Mpreg bunnies. *Shudders* Why do people have to call them plot bunnies? I hate rabbits. They make my skin crawl.

I need to read more Terminator: Salvation Kyle/Markus fic. I am seriously addicted to that pairing. It's like crack and meth to me, I read everything that's longer than 2000 words. For those not in the know, I avoid anything less than 10k words unless it is crack fic or there are no other fics in that fandom. Luckily, these few authors who write it specialize in long stories. *Flicks nose* Got any? *Twitches*

Aug. 13th, 2009

Out of my mind, they are gone!

I am slowly going out of my mind. All the 'guests' have gone home. The cat is driving me nuts between trying to kill my birds, trying to tear the pictures off the mantel, and trying to poison the air with the smell of his shit, I am not very happy with him.

Slowly going insane. I think I will go to bed now before I lose all form of coherent thoughts.
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I'm stuck.

Bloody hell, I'm stuck with this StarTrek Fic. I have the ideas on paper, I just can't get them written. I don't feel like it. Damn it, this shouldn't be about feeling like it when I want to do it. These stories are interesting, so it isn't that I am bored. I hate this feeling. I don't think it is actually writers block because I know where it wants to go.

Oy!
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Aug. 11th, 2009

Off With His Nuts!

The cat is at the vet. We took him there with his nuts intact. When we go to pick him up this after noon, we won't be bringing them back.

Au revoir, testies!
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